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somewhere b e t w e e n the procrastination.... and the homework..... and the incessant
forwards..... and
the friendships..... and the calls to each other complaining about
crushes!!......
Somewhere b e t w e e n
the phone
calls to
old friends..... And the "I miss you's", the "I love you's"....... And the
"What are we doing tonight's?"..... And somewhere b
e t w ee n all of the changing,growing... Somewhere b e t w e e n the classes........
And the skipping classes......
And the studying for tests.......And the pretending to study
for tests....... And the downright NOT studying for tests... I forgot..........
I forgot what school
is all about. I forgot what it meant to cry....... I forgot that pretending to be happy doesn't
make you happy........... And that pretending to be smart doesn't
make you smart ............ I forgot that you can't just forget
the past in fear
of the future.......... I forgot that you can't control falling in love........... And that you
can't make yourself fall in love........... I learned that I can love.........
I learned that it's okay to mess up......... And it's okay to ask for
help......... And it's okay to feel like crap......... I learned
it's okay to complain and whine to all your friends for a whole
day........ I
learned that sometimes the things you want most you just can't have.
I learned that the greatest thing about school isn't the parties or the DRiNKiNG or the hook-ups... It's
the friendships,
which means taking chances........
I learned that sometimes the things we want to forget are the things
which we most need to talk about.......... I learned that letters from
friends are the
most important things.And
that sending cards to your friends makes you feel better. But, basically,
I just learned that my friends........ Both o l d and new......... Are the most important
people to me in the world. AND.......without them, I wouldn't be
who I am today..... So this is a thank you to all of my friends. . For always being
there. And even if were not on good terms or we have lost touch... I still care for you.. ~Always and forever love all you
guys!~
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